I wanted to post this particularly today, as the Steampunk Musician who sexually assaulted and technically raped me back in 2011 gets to perform at Dragon*Con this week. I hope Dragon*Con, who knows what he did, have taken some measure to protect other women from his sexualized aggression.
I’ve gotten a few, albeit not many, responses of victim-blaming and slut-shaming in regards to the events of May 2011 and afterwards, so I take this opportunity to define rape once again.
The following is reblogged from Behind the Mask of Abuse.
As you can see by the title this will be a trigger subject for some. Please proceed with caution.
I know I have blogged about rape before, but I have been thinking about how people define rape. Many may see it as someone attacking you unexpectedly. You have no time to think, or react. No strength to fight off the attacker who is stronger. That is definitely rape.
Many may know, but some may not, there are other forms of rape.
There is date rape defined below:
forcible sexual intercourse by a male acquaintance of a woman, during a voluntary social engagement in which the woman did not intend to submit to the sexual advances and resisted the acts by verbal refusals, denials or pleas to stop, and/or physical resistance. I will add to this, that even if you were being intimate consensually, at the point you say stop and or no. NO MEANS NO. If you have said “no” at any point, then it is no longer consensual. It becomes rape/or molestation depending on how far an individual goes.
There can also be rape, by family members, such as a brother, father, uncle, or family friend. The victim is too scared to stop it and will blame themselves. The Perpetrator will often feed the victim lies, such as “it is our little secret” “you are my special girl/or boy” “if you tell, no one will believe you.” (This sadly is often the case.)
There is also being raped while you are asleep. If you are sleeping, and weren’t awakened, and asked first, then you were raped. If you haven`t given permission, it is rape. If you are under the age of 16 it is considered statutory rape.
A husband can rape a wife or a wife can rape a husband, again if either is told “no” and the other proceeds, even in a marriage, it is rape. Same goes with girl/boyfriend relationships.
A couple of other types of rape are gang rape, drug facilitated which includes, the date rape drug. It also includes if you were drunk or high and unaware of what was taking place.
I WANT TO STRESS, THAT NO MEANS NO! ANYTHING AFTER THAT IS RAPE. I also want to say that those of us who have been raped will take the blame on ourselves. Thinking things like, “I led him on” “I should have stopped him” etc. IT IS NEVER THE VICTIMS FAULT. ABUSE AND RAPE LIE SQUARELY ON THE SHOULDERS OF THE ABUSER.
Those of us who have been raped are often too embarrassed to tell, I believe embarrassment is also connected to shame. We have nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed about. We did nothing wrong.
If you have been in any of these situations, please tell someone. If the first person doesn’t believe you, keep telling until someone does. It is not something you can go through alone. You may think it is no big deal, or others have been through worse, but it is a big deal. You can’t compare yourself to others. Your situation hurt you, mentally, emotionally and physically.
You can only shove it down so long before it comes back in one way or another.
I just want to add that women can rape and or abuse men too no one is exempt.
There is hope.
Olivia M. Grey lives in the cobwebbed corners of her mind writing paranormal romance with a Steampunk twist, like the Amazon Gothic Romance bestseller Avalon Revisited. Her short stories and poetry have been published in various magazines and anthologies, like SNM Horror Magazine and How the West Was Wicked. Ms. Grey also blogs and podcasts relationship essays covering such topics as alternative lifestyles, deepening intimacy, ending a relationship with love and respect, and other deliciously dark and decadent matters of the heart and soul.
Read more by O. M. Grey on her blog Caught in the Cogs, http://omgrey.wordpress.com